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About 8 years ago I was having a conversation with my cousin about the political scene in America, and about the American experience in general, when he began to say things about how bad it was in America and how that was leading him to vote for Al Gore for President. As he began to say all of these negative things about America, I started to defend the country, but I felt like I needed to soften my comments so I said, “Don’t get me wrong, because I don’t love America all that much.” As soon as I heard those words come out of my mouth, I realized the import of what I had just said…that I didn’t love America. I think that it was a way to affirm my “blackness” to him, since we were both going through our “F**k Amerikka, I’m pro Black” stage and listening to a lot of rap music that was as hard on America as anyone on the left has ever been.

But as I realized what I had just said, that I didn’t love America, I felt ashamed to have let those words pass my lips…because they were a damnable lie. I did love America, and at that moment I proceeded to tell him so, and I proceeded to tell him why he should love America too. And at that moment I also realized that there is nothing that can make me not love this country, because there are none like it in all the earth.

And my love for America is unconditional in its nature. For my money, that is the only kind of love that exists and if a person puts conditions on love, there is no love there. Just as I love my wife without preconditions, and just as I love my children no matter what, so do I love my country. I know that America is not perfect, and I know that she never will be, but that does not diminish my love for her in the least.

I know all about America’s “original sin” and the effects of it down through the years, yet that does not dim my affection for this nation of ours. I look at it as I do with the people in my life that I love; it is something that cannot necessarily be forgotten, but it is something that must be forgiven. I have long forgiven America for the slave trade because she did her best to make amends for it; she fought a war and sacrificed thousands upon thousands of her best young men to make it right, and that effort shows me that America recognized her wrongs and was willing to go through hell to make it right.

I have forgiven her for her allowing Jim Crow to rise and predominate for so many years because I have seen the struggle to break those bonds brought to a successful end. Again, I saw people who had no direct contact with the problems of Jim Crow risk their very lives and some give the same, to bring the reality of America into line with the promise of America. And I have seen the American government institute program after program to attempt to make the victims of Jim Crow and their progeny whole as citizens of this land. I may not agree with the continuation of these programs at the present time, but I can recognize the reasoning behind them, and the fact that America, once again, was attempting to make things right.

And no matter which political Party “runs” the country, no matter who sits in the Oval Office, my love for America will not wane. No matter what happens in our political system, I will celebrate America in all of her glory. Where else in the world would I, the grandson of a sharecropper, have the opportunities in life that I have had to work and educate myself, and to build a brighter future for myself and my family? Where else would I have the freedom to say what I think about politics, religion, or society without having to worry about some type of official reprisal? Where else would I have the opportunity to make of my life what I will, regardless of my race, ethnicity, gender, or family background?

 When I joined Town Hall I chose the name Flag-waver to let people know that no matter what, thick or thin, come what may I would be standing on top of the hill waving that banner that represents so much that is good in the world. And I chose it to always remind myself of what I once said and to repudiate it.

Because I love this country, I love its past, its present, and I look forward to its future. I love this country for what it is and what it aspires to be. And I love this country without regret or reservation.

Unconditionally.

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"The Lowdown on the Slowdown" by Quinn Hillyer

While making my daily visit to The American Spectator online, (http://spectator.org/index.asp) I read an article by Quinn Hillyer that I though was pure dynamite! It is written in the form of a speech being delivered to the Senate to expose and protest the way the current Democratic "leadership" has performed in filling judicial vacancies. It calls out the Senate in general, and Pat Leahy in particular for their obstructionism, lies, and hypocrisy in allowing judicial vacancies to remain while we have judicial circuits that basically cannot function because they do not have the judges needed. I will reprint the entire article here, but as per the request of the author and the Spectator's editorial policy I will provide a link to the original article: http://spectator.org/dsp_article.asp?art_id=13396.
 
Would that we had a conservative voice in the Senate willing to say this:
 

"The chair recognizes the distinguished Republican senator from Honorville."

"I thank my friend, the presiding officer. I rise today to insist upon a re-establishment of the traditions of the Senate, a return to honorable behavior, an active recognition of the proper and respective constitutional roles of Congress and the president, a return to the service of timely justice above service of partisan politics, and an end to the mistreatment of private citizens willing to take major pay cuts and face public scrutiny for the sake of honorable public service.

"In short, I rise to insist upon prompt hearings and votes for pending federal appeals court nominees, and for their approval unless they are disqualified by ethical or professional shortcomings, without regard to purely political considerations.

"I hate to say it, but the majority of this august body has abused the judicial confirmation process, violated their own promises, contradicted their own standards and, most importantly, badly served the American public and the public's rightful interest in timely justice. Some of the procedural abuses have been, frankly, scandalous. And to be perfectly clear, my complaints have nothing to do with gaining partisan advantage in some sort of game of 'inside baseball.' Instead, they have everything to do with public justice and public service.

"It is tremendously important for the public to understand what is at stake here. The federal circuit courts of appeals are very important bodies. They serve, within their jurisdictions, as the final arbiter for thousands of legal issues. The Supreme Court gets all the attention, of course. But the Supreme Court receives petitions in thousands of cases each year, and chooses to decide only about 100. For every other case, the final word is provided by the circuit courts of appeal.

"Every American citizen is affected by the circuit courts of appeals. Those courts have provided binding decisions on legal issues ranging from home-church land uses to regulation of obscenity, from students' free-speech rights to the speech rights of police officers. And we all know the truth of the old saying that 'justice delayed is justice denied.' Human lives -- livelihoods, health-care decisions, retirement planning, decisions about where to live and what schools their children will attend -- all hang in the balance. A vacancy in a federal appeals court can delay legal resolution of so many of these issues, in ways that cause lasting damage, damage that cannot be undone. Delays in justice can result, for ordinary citizens, in opportunities missed, suffering extended, investments irretrievably lost.

"I say to the president officer that your majority party right now wants to move through the Judiciary Committee creating, out of thin air, new seats for dozens of new federal judges. You argue that these seats are necessary because the federal courts are so overworked. Yet at the same time, you refuse to fill nearly a dozen existing vacancies for which nominees have been submitted. How does that make any sense? One nominee, Peter Keisler, has waited 700 days just for the courtesy of a hearing -- and he is so highly regarded, so remarkably qualified, that he has been repeatedly endorsed both by conservative editorial boards and by liberal outlets such as the Washington Post and the Los Angeles Times.

"A seat usually allocated to Maryland has been vacant for seven full years. That is outrageous. The Fourth Circuit has four vacancies on a bench designed for 15 judges, and is so overworked that it is officially listed as a 'judicial emergency.' Further delay is unfair to these nominees, whose entire lives are put on hold while waiting for Senate hearings and votes, and even more unfair to the people they would serve: the people of Maryland, Virginia, North Carolina, South Carolina and, in the case of Keisler, all Americans with legal issues involving the federal government itself.

"My colleagues: That's why this is important, Mr. Chairman -- because, by refusing to even consider, to even hold hearings, for these vacancies, the American people are being terribly ill-served.

"But there is more, Mr. Chairman: much more. There is, for one thing, the all-important comity without which this Senate could not operate, without which it cannot do the people's business. So much of our business can be conducted only by mutual consent, and mutual consent cannot work if only one side shoots straight and abides by its agreements with the other. And it is impossible to rely on the word of even the most honorable of Members if that Member somehow forgets his previous statements and repeatedly changes his own standards.

"As an example relevant to the subject at hand, I offer the following standards changed, perhaps from sheer, honest forgetfulness, by the distinguished senator from Vermont, chairman of the Judiciary Committee. As recently as earlier this year, the chairman cited support from home-state senators as essential predicates for providing hearings and votes on nominees. Yet now, without offering reasons related to the qualifications of the nominees themselves, the chairman continues to deny even the chance at a hearing to North Carolina's Robert Conrad and South Carolina's Steve Matthews even though both nominees enjoy support from both home-state senators. Now, apparently, support from home-state senators is not sufficient unless at least one of those senators is a Democrat -- which, of course, is impossible right now in the Carolinas, since all four senators from there are Republicans.

"In the past, the chairman has called approval by the American Bar Association the 'gold standard' by which nominees are to be considered, yet now that pending nominees have been unanimously given the highest possible rating by the ABA committee, the 'gold standard' apparently isn't worth even acknowledging.

"In the past, the chairman strongly and rightly condemned the very idea of filibustering judicial nominations to death, yet earlier this decade he helped lead such filibusters. I would note that no judicial nominee had been previously been filibustered to death in the then-214 year history of this nation; the one time a failed cloture vote was the final word on the subject, the nominee failed even to attract majority support, much less a supermajority.

"In the past, the chairman has rightly condemned groups for suggesting that senators opposed a nominee out of anti-Catholic bias; yet in the case of a current pending nominee, the chairman himself publicly accused the nominee of anti-Catholicism. I would note in that case, by the way, that the nominee himself is Catholic, and that the incident to which the chairman referred involved the nominee writing a letter to the editor defending a traditional Catholic priest from insults leveled at the priest by a progressive Catholic nun. How a defense of a Catholic priest can be characterized as being 'anti-Catholic' is beyond me -- and, frankly, it should have no place in our debate whatsoever. Yet that is the only reason offered by the chairman for opposing Judge Conrad, a distinguished federal district judge overwhelmingly approved to his current post and unanimously rated well-qualified by the ABA.

"Finally, in the past, the chairman has denounced the use of the mythical 'Thurmond Rule,' yet now he employs it himself. The so-called rule, which never existed in the first place, was based on a statement the late Sen. Thurmond made in September of 1980 about the inadvisability of considering a new slate of judicial nominees before the presidential election of that year. He made that statement on the same day his committee confirmed 10 judicial nominees, and later that year Thurmond and the Senate confirmed another candidate whose nomination was not even made until after the election.

"Note that the Thurmond statement, which was not a rule, was made in September; note that it was in a July of a later year that the chairman said the so-called rule should not apply yet, and probably not at all; but now he himself invokes the non-existent rule not as late as September of an election year, nor as late as July, but as early as June. He invokes the rule in order to avoid confirming more appellate nominees than the three right now in the pipeline, which would make a grand total of six for the whole year. Yet even when Sen. Thurmond made his statement, the Senate approved 14 appellate nominees not just in the whole calendar year, but 14 after June.

"In short, my friend the committee chairman is misapplying a non-existent rule earlier than it was reputed to apply and to block far more nominees than it was reputed to block.

(PAUSE FOR BREATH AND A SWALLOW OF WATER)

"Now, Mr. Chairman, I must mention, in sadness, the sense of frustration and, frankly, betrayal we on this side feel about the current situation. The fact is that the majority leader gave us assurances at the beginning of this Congress that the Senate would approve at least as many appellate nominees as had been approved for other presidents in the final years of their terms. That assurance is not being met.

"In April, the majority leader gave us assurances that we would move on three appellate nominees between then and Memorial Day. That assurance STILL has not been met. The Leader explains that he tried to move three nominees but that we objected. The fact is that one of the nominees for whom he claims credit had not even been nominated when we made the agreement with each other, and therefore clearly wasn't covered by the agreement, and furthermore her paperwork was not even forwarded to us in a timely fashion -- and, furthermore, she is NOT a nominee chosen by this president, but a Democratic nominee chosen by former President Clinton, whom this president agreed to forward to us in a good-faith effort not to replace our obligations to consider his other nominees, but to provide an olive branch in order to make it easier to move other nominees forward.

"Observers might be forgiven for calling it disingenuous to claim credit for a nominee who our colloquy at the time made clear was not part of the original agreement, and who is not a choice of this president constitutionally endowed with the responsibility of choosing nominees, and who had not been provided adequate time for review, in place of nominees whose records are sterling and whose conduct has been uncontroversial who have waited as much as 700 days for the courtesy the leader wanted his own nominee afforded within six weeks.

"I would remind the leader that this is the third time our president has, against his clear desires, renominated a Clinton judicial selection in order to create good will, only to have his generous gesture thrown back in his face with the other party's refusal, for no good reasons, to give fair hearings to the president's other nominees.

"So, in the end, we are faced with promises made and promises repeatedly unkept, with standards cited and the standards repeatedly ignored. We were promised 15 appellate judges overall and are on track for just eight or nine. We were promised the confirmation of three existing nominees by Memorial Day and were given only one. We were told that home-state support would be a key determinant, but it hasn't been. We were told that judicial vacancies were disabling to the system, but the vacancies haven't been filled. We were told that the Thurmond Rule should not preclude nominees being considered after July, if ever, yet the rule is being used to preclude nominees as early as June. We were told that views on Catholic doctrine were not relevant to our discussions, yet views on Catholicism have now been cited as a reason to oppose a nominee. We have been told that the ABA is important, except apparently when it isn't.

"Mr. Chairman, all of this goes against every tradition of the Senate. It destroys comity. It begs for the very retaliation that it will surely receive if allowed to continue. Most of all, it poisons the well on other issues about which we owe the American people better service, while terribly serving the public interest in maintaining adequately filled courts of justice. These are important derelictions of duty, Mr. Chairman, and they must not be allowed to stand.

"I thank the gentleman for his time."


Quin Hillyer is an associate editor at the Washington Examiner and a senior editor for The American Spectator. He can be reached at qhillyer@gmail.com.

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Why Words Matter

They’re at it again. The press and the Obama campaign now have to explain the words of another preacher spoken in the pulpit at the Trinity UCC. First it was Reverend Jeremiah Wright damning America and pushing wild ghetto conspiracy theories from the pulpit, and now it is Fr. Pfleger mocking Hillary Clinton and insinuating that she is racially biased because “There’s a black man stealing my show!” And predictably the press is falling back on the fact that both Wright and his Trinity UCC and Pfleger’s church do good works in their communities as a shield for the words that come from their mouths. Basically we are being told that their actions outweigh their words, and many are willing to simply go along with that line of reasoning. After all, it’s not so much what you say as what you do, right

Well, it is not quite as simple as that. Open your Bibles, if you please, to Matthew 12:33-37 which reads:

            “Either make the tree good and its fruit good, or else make the tree bad and its fruit bad; for a tree is known by its fruit. Brood of vipers! How can you, being evil, speak good things? For out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaks. A good man out of the good treasure his heart brings forth good things, and an evil man out of the evil treasure brings forth evil things. But I say to you that for every idle word men may speak, they will give account of it in the day of judgment. For by your words you will be justified, and by your words you will be condemned.” (NKJV)

See, what this means is that words do matter, and the words you speak often times will speak louder than any works you may do. What you say is not by accident, but is what you have in the depths of your heart. Good works can be done by anyone, and often they are done for the benefit of the person doing them, but the words spoken when you are among friends are much more likely to be a window to the “true you”.

This brings me back to Rev. Wright and Fr. Pfleger, and the words that have been spoken from the pulpit of Trinity UCC. It seems to me that both Pfleger and Wright have used the good works done by their churches to shield themselves from the words that they have spoken time and again. They say, “Why I was wrong to say that, I’m so sorry to anyone I may have offended, but look at my neighborhood outreach. That justifies me.” But the Lord says, “For by your words you will be justified, and by your words you will be condemned.” It doesn’t get too much simpler than that, in my book!

 And that is why words truly do matter, my friends.

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Understanding Arnold

 

Benedict Arnold. The name says it all, doesn’t it? It is a rarity when a man’s name becomes synonymous with anything in this world, but in this case there is no doubt what this name means. It ranks right up there with Judas Iscariot in recognition and in infamy. As surely as the name George Washington signifies leadership; as Socrates signifies learning; as Alexander signifies conquest, so does the name Benedict Arnold signify betrayal to the American mind.

We all know the story of how Arnold conspired with the British intelligence officer Major John Andre to turn over the key American military post of Fort Arnold, now West Point, on the Hudson River. Most have taken as gospel that the reasoning behind Arnold’s betrayal was about money, or love, or hurt pride. And all of that is true to a certain extent, but many have never stopped to think of the feelings, emotions, and actions that really drove Arnold to leave the Continental Army of which he had been such an instrumental part. What could make this officer, this hero; turn his back on the very men he had commanded with such valor in battles in Saratoga, in Quebec, at Fort Ticonderoga, and the defense of Valcor Island? Why would he turn his back on his fellow officers, and especially on General Washington, the man who had so often stood as his patron in the Army?

While there are the well known reasons as to why Arnold made his treasonous turn; his new Loyalist wife and his anger at being passed over for promotion chief among them, there is one set of circumstances that may shed greater light on his decision making. One is his constant battles with the Continental Congress. The Congress, in what could only be a case of partisan bickering and personal animosity towards the brash young General, stymied Arnold’s advancement at nearly every turn. When he resigned his commission and was then talked back into the service by his fellow officers, the Congress agreed to reinstate him but refused to restore his seniority in the Army. This meant that although he had a greater rank than some others, he remained a junior officer who answered to men who had neither his leadership ability nor his record of battlefield success. This had to rankle the young man who had fought so valiantly in the cause of the revolution, to be subordinated to men who could not hold a candle to him as a commander and leader of men.

There was also the matter of money, but not in the way that many think. In the ill fated battle to invade Canada and take Quebec, the Continental Congress did not provide the necessary funds to carry out the mission. This left it to General Arnold to finance the mission practically out of pocket, which he did to further the cause of the Revolution. The Congress had intimated that Arnold was to be reimbursed for his expenses but later refused to repay the money that Arnold had laid out for financing the mission. While this was not a sufficient reason to betray his cause, it is certainly a contributing factor to his decision making. Think about it this way: The very cause that Arnold was fighting  for, the very Congress he served, had consistently blocked his promotions, stripped him of his seniority, and now were refusing to repay the money he had spent in service to the Revolution. I propose that it was not the money, but the principle that moved Arnold towards his fateful decision. How would many of us feel if our country and comrades treated us this way? Would we be able to say we would remain totally committed to the cause, when the cause was not committed to us?

However, there is one circumstance that many, in my opinion, misinterpret when looking at what moved Arnold to betray his comrades. And it all has its roots in a political power play launched in Philadelphia when Arnold served as the military commander in the city.

One Joseph Reed, who served as basically the governor of the state had a long running feud with Arnold and he used his political position to go after Arnold. Reed was determined to restore political power in the state of Pennsylvania to the state authorizes, and to do this he had to break the power of the military authorities in the city of Philadelphia, which meant going after Benedict Arnold himself.

Reed began by launching a media campaign to discredit Arnold in the eyes of the people, and he accomplished it by insinuating that Arnold was a closet Loyalist, as he was courting the daughter of a noted Philadelphia Loyalist. He also charged Arnold with several counts of malfeasance and abuse of power in his handling of the business of the city, which served to bring not only Arnold’s personal decision making into question, but questioned his honor as a soldier as well. Arnold responded in the press as well, and the matter escalated to the point that the Continental Congress decided to hold a hearing on the matter on March 5, 1779. Arnold answered the charges to the satisfaction of the Congress, which recommended that the charges be handled in a military council; Arnold requested and was granted a hearing before his fellow members of the military set to take place in May 1779.

But Joseph Reed was not finished with Arnold, and used his personal relationship with General Washington to continue to press for Arnold’s court martial by the military. Reed eventually did something that was every bit, in my mind, as treasonous as the later actions Arnold took in attempting to turn over Fort Arnold. At a time when the Continental Army was in need of all the supplies it could get to continue the fight, Reed basically blackmailed George Washington into pursuing the court martial of General Arnold. Reed, as “governor” of Pennsylvania threatened Washington with the loss of needed supplies from the state if he did not press ahead with the charges against Arnold, knowing full well that the Revolution could very well falter if it was deprived of those supplies.

This put Washington in an unenviable position; he was being forced to choose between the needs of his Army and the protection of Arnold’s honor. It was a very hard decision to make, but eventually Washington postponed Arnold’s military hearing date and preferred the charges against him. He had chosen to meet the needs of his Army and to abandon the General who had stood beside him when others doubted his leadership, and who had become a virtual cripple in the service of that Army.

Arnold of course felt betrayed by his leader, as he realized that by allowing the hearing date to be postponed it kept the question of his honor in front of the public and gave the impression that he was guilty of the charges being lodged against him. When Washington sent a letter of reprimand to him, and then when he was later convicted of two minor offenses it proved to him that the leadership of the Army had finally deserted him. Even the Continental Congress, no friend of Arnold’s to be sure, felt that the charges and the conviction were dubious at best. So we can only imagine the emotions and feelings of betrayal that Arnold felt at being convicted of charges that were so clearly politically motivated. And how would any of us feel if after being wounded several times in the line of duty, after being instrumental in success after success on the battlefield, and serving faithfully honorably, and with distinction we were sold down the river to satisfy the vendetta of a politician?

And while we know that Arnold betrayed his fledgling country, why do we not generally know the name of Joseph Reed? And why do we not know the sorry story of his part in the court martial of General Arnold? And why is General Washington given a total pass on his knuckling under to the blackmail of Reed, and the willingness to sacrifice the reputation and honor of General Arnold?

This is not an attempt to exonerate General Arnold for his crime, but it is an attempt to give some context to it. General Arnold did not lightly decide to betray his countrymen, and in many ways could make a point that he had been betrayed by the country. The running battles with the Constitutional Congress; the denial of promotions; the refusal to reimburse his money for the Quebec campaign; the assault on his personal honor by Reed, and the decision by Washington to trade his honor for supplies would make any of us feel betrayed.

 And in this case betrayal begat betrayal.

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FLDS UPDATE

A few weeks ago I posted about my misgivings with the raid on the FLDS Yearning For Zion Ranch in San Angelo, Texas by the Texas Rangers and the removal of every child on the ranch by the Texas Child Protective Services agency. In a nutshell I expressed my feelings that the state of Texas had overstepped its boundaries by launching the raid on the basis of on phone allegation, which is strongly suspected of being a hoax. I also felt that there was something fishy about the close collaboration between law enforcement and the media in their combined efforts to put the FLDS in as negative a light as possible; I made the argument that this was being done in order to later justify the actions taken by the Rangers and CPS if they ran into any legal trouble.
 
I had quite the spirited debate with BrianR about this in the comments section of my blog, with him taking the position that the state was within its rights to remove those children, while I argued that the suspicion of abuse was not justification for taking every child in the compound into state custody. Since we had our little debate here a few things have happened that I would like to make note of in regards to this case. First, following the initial rush of stories about the weird sex cult opeating in small town Texas media covereage has dwindled to almost nothing. The media were there to report and publish any negative characterizations of the FLDS; they were there to document the raid of the FLDS temple, and they were there to prop up the claims made by Texas CPS and the Rangers. Yet they have fallen silent as the Rangers had the details of the arrest of the alleged hoax caller sealed, and they have not given nearly as much coverage to the legal triumphs of the FLDS lately.
 
Also there have been two separate rulings in favor of the FLDS that have basically slapped the Rangers and CPS down in their handling of the case. There was a ruling last week from the Texas Appeals Court in Austin that stated that CPS was beyond the scope of their authority in the actions they took. This is how it was explained in an AOL News story: "The Third Court of Appeals in Austin ruled last week that the state failed to show that any more than five of the teenage girls were being sexually abused, and had offered no evidence of sexual or physical abuse against the other children." And finally, there was a ruling today from the Texas Supreme Court that upheld the ruling of the Appeals Court, and stated that "On the record before us, removal of the children was not warranted". You can read the entire article by following this link: http://news.aol.com/story/_a/court-says-sect-kids-must-be-returned/20080529172809990001.

 
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Energy Insanity

 

As we continue to see gas prices climb on the backs of rising oil futures, there are the usual raft of media stories telling us all of the usual horror stories; grandma has to choose between food and gas (as if there is a real choice there); Big Oil must be punished; we must cut back on consumption, and women and minorities hardest hit. Even as I write this the leaders of America’s largest oil companies are on Capitol Hill being grilled by the elected “leaders” in our House of Representatives about the evil of their actually making a profit. And the talking heads will undoubtedly champion this travesty as some sort of come-uppance for Big Oil and a triumph for our fearless leaders in the House. Never mind that every time that gas prices rise Congress goes through this same charade and then does nothing to change the situation, the press will dutifully report this as if something actually came out of this massive waste of time and effort.

But does anyone else out there see how nonsensical and schizophrenic our alleged energy policy really is? Does anyone else out there see just how stupid the questions asked of the Big Oil executives are, and how insipid the “ideas” coming from the wise men in Washington really are? And I am sure I am not the only one who is tired of this same old same old when it comes to this issue!

I mean is there any dumber question that you can ask an oil executive than why an oil company (!!) is not doing more to develop alternative fuels. Well, duh…they’re an oil company genius! Their job is to explore for new oil reserves, develop new ways to extract that oil from its bed, and then to refine it and get the finished products to the market. It is not the mandate of an oil company to be out front in pushing for wind power, solar power, or bio-fuels unless it is going to increase their bottom line. And if I was a major investor in an oil company, I would be well and truly pissed if the company was squandering my investment dollars in the Quixotic (pun intended) quest to develop fuels that are neither efficient as petroleum, and are not going to give me a good return on my investment.

And does anyone else think that this is the height of foolishness: On the one hand politicians bray about America being dependent on foreign oil, all while not allowing for domestic exploration, drilling, or refining while simultaneously trying finding ways to force those very foreign producers to pump more oil for us to buy! Which is it people? Do we need to find ways to wean ourselves from foreign oil, or do we need to be trying to flood the market with more foreign oil? I mean, I could have sworn that I heard Barack Obama and other Democrats taking President Bush for going to Saudi Arabia and allegedly begging hat in hand to the House of Saud for more oil, but they seem to not know what the House of Representatives is doing to intervene in the workings of OPEC. There are reports that the House has just passed a measure that would allow the Department of Justice to sue OPEC for violating American antitrust laws with over 300 votes, while at the same time pretending that we must find ways to break away from the presence of OPEC. Which is folks; are we going to move away from OPEC or are we going to attempt to bring them under American control? You can’t have it both ways.

What is really sad is that the people who are convinced they are standing up for the American people are in reality shackling us to the very forces they claim to be standing up against. By not allowing us to drill for our own oil; by not allowing us to build refineries; by not allowing us to even explore for oil in some places, the government is linking us ever closer to the House of Saud, Venezuela, and Nigeria. Yet these idiots cannot see the real damage they are doing to this country.

American energy independence is becoming more than a pipe dream; with the people we have “in charge” it is quickly becoming an oxymoron!

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Quitting Time!

Well, just like we all expected the MSM and leading lights of the Democratic Party have started the braying for Madame Hillary to quit the race. Why, she can't win they say; she is too far behind to catch up, they say; she is only damaging the Party, they say. But I say, keep on running, girl! Never give up, never surrender!
 
While it may be true that Hillary can't win outright, neither can Obama. He may be closer to having the number of delegates than Hillary is, but he doesn't have the delegates to win just yet. And the only way he is going to get there before the convention is if she quits the race and throws her support behind him. And we all know that's not about to happen anytime soon, because Madame Hillary has wanted this all of her adult life. So why should she give up her dream so that someone else can live theirs? It doesn't make sense to me.
 
But what's really funny is that George McGovern has come out urging Hillary to quit! Now if there is one person that should have quit it was McGovern, seeing how Nixon pasted him in their electoral showdown; but he didn't quit even when he should have known that he could not deliver the White House for the far left in 1972. Somehow I don't think the idea to step aside for a more electable candidate ever crossed his mind, yet he has the audacity to tell Hillary to get out. That, my friends, is some serious chutzpah!
 
So, I say to Hillary run on! You have worked hard to get to this point in your career, you have endured a lot to stand at this near summit, so you can't quit now. Think of all the women you would be letting down, all the little girls whose dreams you would crush. Don't just do it for you, do it for the kids! And keep on bloodying Obama's nose...you are truly doing the GOP's work!
 
You go girl!
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The Misrepresentation of Jeremiah

After listening to the rants and raves of Jeremiah Wright, his usurping of the power of God to condemn a nation, and his attempts to turn the beat around so that those challenging him were enemies of the "black church" the thing that has bothered me most is his attempts to make himself the avatar of what the black church is. And what has bothered me more is the rush by many liberals, who have probably never stepped foot into a "black" church, to prop up this man's outrageous claims to be representative of the church as a whole. It is not a shock to see them do this, since it allows them to continue to see all blacks as a monolithic entity, but it rankles nonetheless.
 
What I want to say here is that Jeremiah Wright may bear some striking resemblance to many pastors and ministers that I have known in his style, but he is definitely not the voice of the black church at all. Except for a foray into the Mormon church as a young man, I have been a member of the "black church" for my entire life, and never have I heard such vitriol coming from the pulpit. I have heard ministers level criticisms at the government for programs or initiatives that were seen as promoting a lowering of moral standards in society, but never have I heard the dissemination of crackpot conspiracy theories (the G invented AIDS, the G set up the drug trade) come from the pulpit of any church I ever set foot in. Never.
 
But I suppose that it comes from the fact that the churches that I have attended have not been aligned with "Black Liberation Theology." The churches I have attended, and I would wager most black churches, do not subscribe to any theology that attempts to bring God down to take part in the petty squabbles of mankind; we never fixated on worshiping a God that was black because we were too busy worshiping a transcendant, omniscient, omnipotent God. We never dwelled on the struggles in our lives as a function of the "oppression of the white man", but we attacked them as obstacles that were to be overcome by our faith in God. And we certainly never spent our time parrotting the Nation of Islam inspired notion of white people as "devils", because we knew full well that there was a real adversary who was actively seeking to devour all those he could, and to decieve even the elect if it were possible.
 
The problem with "Black Liberation Theology" is that it neither represents blacks, nor does it lead to liberation. Black people are much too diverse to be represented by any one person, institution, or ideology and that is especially true in our spiritual lives. There are blacks who are Christians, some are Muslims, some are NOI, some are atheist, and some are animists. And that is just a short list, so the idea that Black Liberation Theology can represent all of these people, or can give voice to their hopes, dreams, fears, or frustrations is laughable. And it is not liberating, since it binds the believer to past slights and traps him in a place of bitterness and recrimination. It breeds distrust and animosity towards our fellow men and offers no chance of reconciliation or forgiveness. In short, it stands in direct opposition to the true Gospel of Christ which is to set the captives free; free from their baser natures, free from fear, free from anger, and free from sin.
 
And it is an affront to all members of the "black church" for Jeremiah Wright to wrap himself in the cloth in order to shield himself from the fallout of his own decidedly un-Christian words and actions. He is attempting to use his blackness and the church as bulwark against thise that find his words and actions reprehensible. And by doing this he drags all of us into the gutter with him, especially when other church leaders do not stand up to make it known that he does not represent us. There is no room to circle the wagons for Wright here, because to do so brings dishonor to all God fearing members of the "black church." He does not represent us, he does not speak for us, and the attention beng paid to him is NOT an attack on the "black church".
 
It is his personal chickens coming home to roost. And as Malcom X so famously said, " Chickens coming home to roost never made me sad, it always made me glad."
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Et tu, Barack?

Now that Barack Obama has finally repudiated his former pastor, Rev. Jeremiah Wright, in a press conference this week, we the people are supposed to suddenly forget the longstanding relationship between the two men. We are being asked to believe that we, as people who never heard of Jeremiah Wright until his inflammatory remarks were splashed all over the news and internet, know more of him than Barack Obama did...even though Obama was a member of his church for twenty years.
 
Barack Obama and his supporters will now try to say the matter is closed, but to me the matter remains open mainly because even this raises questions about Mr. Obama's essential character. Obama and the media have painted this man as someone who is above the politcal fray; he is post-partisan, post-racial, clean as the wind driven, and oh-so-erudite. Yet this move smacks of politics at its most base level, a level where a man that has stood beside you for over twenty years suddenly becomes expendable in the crucible of a presidential campaign.
 
This is a man, Wright, who took Obama under his wing after he joined his church; this is the man that led Obama to Christ; this is the man that married the Obamas and baptized their children...and now he is persona non gratta? If Rev. Wright is taking this rather personally, well he should. Maybe Rev. Wright is just now realizing that Obama has used him for his own political gain for the vast majority of his career. Is it a coincidence that the young man from Hawai'i trying to estbalish himself in the black community wound up at Trinity? Is it a coincidence that Trinity has a huge congregation and prescence in the city of Chicago? And is it yet another coincidence that Obama attached himself to Wright and held fast to that relationship for all of this time? After all, Wright was more than a pastor to Obama, he was a spiritual mentor whose sermon The Audacity to Hope was channeled in the title of Obama's book The Audacity of Hope.
 
What Wright has so recenly learned is that politicians are not to be trusted. No matter how much you supported them in the past, no matter how many times you were there when they needed you to be there, when the time comes to get votes you can be scuttled if necessary. The man that Obama claimed just a few weeks ago he could no more disown than his own racially insensitive grandmother has just been disowned, disavowed, and denounced. Suddenly Obama has become Popeye to Wright's Bluto; "That's all he can stands, and he can't stands no more!" Suddenly the sermons that got a big fat Amen for twenty years are words that Obama is angered by, is disappointed in, and are not representative of what he believes. And worst of all, Wright has had the audacity (yes, audacity) to not spend his time working to keep the Obama campaign afloat.
 
Because all of this is not about what Wright preachd from his pulpit or said at the National Press Club; it is all about Obama's need to save his campaign. So the man who gave him entree into the Chicago black community, the man who served as pastor, friend, and mentor for many years is no longer a part of the Obama program. There is no room here for real friendship, only for politocal allegiance. And so, when Rev. Wright went out and had the chutzpah to say that Obama was "speaking like a politician", Obama had to strike back. He could not allow himself to be so characterized by anyone, even if it was the pastor that just a few short weeks ago Obama was defending by saying that his incindiary comments were being taken out of context. So Obama and his staff circled around the Rev. Wright and proceeded to rhetorically stab him to death, just as the conspirators did to Caesar in Shakespear's classic work.
 
But this also brings into focus a glaring question about Obama: Does he have any scruples or have any loyalty? Or is his loyalty only to his ambitions? If this man (Obama) is willing to attack his mentor, his friend, and pastor for political gain, what else is he willing to do to have his way?
 
And as he lies suffering, with his repuatation near death, Wright must look up at hs attackers, recognize the one he loved most of all, and ask "Et tu, Barack?"
 
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Abuse of Power

 

As the story of the FLDS raid continues to be a major news story, I have decided to add my two cents to the issue. While I am not a fan of the LDS Church in any of its forms, in this inst5ance I have to side with the members of the FLDS because the actions of the state have concerned me since I first heard of the raid on their “compound.”

The first troubling sign for me was the way the Texas Rangers went into the “compound”, which seemed more like a community to me. The massive show of force and the instant removal of all of the children in that community, even though there was no evidence that the children were in any danger, quite frankly scares me. The thought that the state can break up families on a whim and a whiff of suspicion should scare all of us. While I understand that children need to be protected in cases of abuse, and that the state has been given that responsibility by its citizens in most cases, this simply does not seem to be a situation where this action was warranted. It seems to me that the state looked at the lifestyle of the people living in that community, made a decision that they did not condone that lifestyle, and made the decision to break that community up by way of “protecting the children.” But can anyone tell me what good comes from taking children away from their mothers, none of whom has been charged with any crime, and sticking them into the state’s child welfare system? How is becoming a ward of t he state in the best interest of those children, and why are we willing to condone the treatment of these women as criminals in spite of the fact that none of them has been charged with any crime?

Another thing that bothers me is the seeming collusion between law enforcement and the media to paint the FLDS in the worst possible light. I always get a little bit suspicious when law enforcement and news organizations get too chummy, especially in a case that has the potential to be this explosive. Did anyone else find it odd that the press was in attendance when the raid was taking place? We know the police had to have informed the press, but to what purpose? After following the press coverage and their reportage of every little tidbit of salacious rumor and gossip about the FLDS, and the great cooperation between the Rangers and the press I have come to the conclusion that the whole point is to demonize the FLDS. If they can be made to look sufficiently sinister, then that allows the Rangers and the child protection agencies to escape any real scrutiny of their actions in this case; making the FLDS out to be some weird sex cult allows the authorities to sidestep questions about their launching this massive raid and breaking up these families on the word of one alleged victim.

This brings me to the most troubling aspect of the case: the mysterious “Sarah.” If you remember, it was a call to an abuse hotline from a young lady identifying herself as Sarah that was used as the basis of this raid. “Sarah” claimed to have given birth to several children while a minor, having been married off to an abusive husband, and having been so severely abused that she had to be hospitalized with broken ribs. The only thing is, no one can find “Sarah” anywhere, and none of the many women/girls named Sarah living in the community seems to fit the story given in the phone conversations with the abuse counselors. The Rangers and child protection agents have done their best to link someone in the community to that story, but so far have come up empty. You would think that before launching this raid and creating this media firestorm that the authorities would have had their ducks in a row, especially as it concerned the witness/victim whose story set this process in motion, but they didn’t. They simply decided to believe this story and forge ahead against a group they obviously felt was outside of the mainstream; it was basically an attempt in my view to destroy a community that the authorities deemed strange.

The funny thing is, while there have been no arrests of any of the people living in that polygamist community, there has been one arrest liked to the case. It seems that the police have taken into custody a woman that seems obsessed with the FLDS and is suspected of faking the “Sarah” phone call to destroy the FLDS. There is a nice piece at the American Spectator that describes this person’s past and points out that the alleged husband of the mysterious “Sarah” lives in Arizona and has not been to Texas since 1977! Yet CNN, Fox News, and the alphabet networks have not reported that, and the Texas authorities are trying their best to keep all of this information under their ten-gallon hats.

If the authorities felt they should raid that compound because they had proof of polygamous marriages going on there, then fine. Polygamy is against the law, and the law should be enforced. But to raid this compound on testimony that was sketchy at best, and is looking more fraudulent all the time smacks of the abuse of power to me. If the Texas Rangers can raid a community and separate families simply because they don’t like their lifestyles, and if they are allowed to do this without presenting any evidence of wrongdoing or without pressing any criminal charges, then who’s next? Regular LDS churches, AME Zion, primitive Baptists, and Hindus? I’ll be watching to see how this all shakes out, because it will say a lot about how far we are willing to allow our law enforcement to go in the interests of “protecting” us.

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Set Trippin'

Back in the day when the federal government was paying attention, people became obsessed with the gang warfare in South Central Los Angeles that was claiming the lives of gangbangers and innocents on a daily basis. Time has passed, the news cycle changed, and many have started to forget about the gang war between the Crips and Bloods that raged in L.A. for such a long time.
 
But what many never realized is that the real bloodshed was never so much between the Crips and Bloods, as it was between rival factions (sets) within the gangs. Take the Eight-Trey Gangster Crips and the Rolling Sixties Crips; both were Crip gangs, but they were more interested in establishng their dominance and warring with other Crip sets than they ever were in going after Bloods. In the world of gangbanging, they call that set trippin'; in the world of politics we call it  Democratic party politics!
 
The Democrats have long practiced the art of set-trippin', where they rip each other to shreds to get ahead. We saw it back when Michael Dukakis was campaigning for the nomination and Al Gore...yes, Mr. Nobel Peace Prize...and his associates introduced the world to Willie Horton; we saw it when the Democrats turned on Joe Lieberman for not being anti-war; I see it here in North Carolina as our sitting lieutenant governor and state treasurer trade charges of corruption, and we all see it in how Barak Obama and Hillary Clinton are at each other's throats right now. That's not to say that Republicans don't go after one another in election cycles, but it usually lacks the type of viciousness that you see from the Democrats. Republicans may take some shots at one another, but you don't generally see GOPers calling one another elitists or pulling out the race/gender card to win a primary.
 
As the Democrats continue to slice and dice one another, you have to wonder just how this is going to damage the Party. It cannot be a good thing to have your major candidates calling each other names on the regular, having one (Obama) having to restate nearly everything he says (see his San Francisco gaffe), or having a person that has been credibly called a "congenital liar" battling it out for your nomination. If the set trippn' continues unabated, the Democrats may find themselves like Humpty Dumpty: unable to piece themselves back together again.
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Hope Remains

 

Moral: 1:a: of or relating to principles of right and wrong in behavior:ETHICAL c: conforming to a standard of right behavior

Immoral: not moral: WICKED, LEWD, LICENTIOUS

Amoral: neither moral nor immoral; esp: outside the sphere to which moral judgments apply

In this day and age where so much seems to be going wrong, there have risen among a group of people who have anointed themselves “culture warriors”, and who believe it is their lot to somehow define what is moral for society. While their intentions are admirable, I have long found their existence to be a bit disturbing. While I may share many of their views on many issues, one thing that makes me uncomfortable with the “culture warriors” is their quest to use the legislative process to enshrine their views of morality in statutory form. While I understand that nearly every law that is passed has some moral component to it, I still am a bit unnerved with the idea of trying to enshrine Judeo-Christian morality into the laws of the land, since those views do not cover everyone that is a Christian, much less those that are Hindu, Buddhist, or Muslim.

One of the other problems that I have with the whole “culture warrior” mindset is that it tends to see America in the least moral light. Many of the “culture warriors” have a vision of American morality that is every bit as dark as the way that many liberals see the American conservative movement; where liberals see every move and position of the conservative as inspired by some sort of animus towards some special interest group, the “culture warrior” sees American society as bereft of any sense of morality at all. Hence, the liberal feels that it is his job to impose liberalism on a society that needs to be saved from itself, and the “culture warrior” sees his mission as one to save the American soul from its own depravity.

However, I cannot accept this view of the American soul as true, no more than I can accept that liberalism is the cure for the body politic. When I look at America, I know that there is much that needs to be improved upon and I know there are problems that must be solved. I have my problems with the promotion of the homosexual lifestyle, especially when it is aimed at schoolchildren; I object to the wanton slaughter of innocents that is called abortion; I stand against the attempts made to recast criminals as some sort of heroes, and I would like nothing more than to see the current system of “sex-ed” revamped. But even with those issues, I do not see a society that has lost its sense of morality, but a society that is struggling to define morality.

Contrary to the baleful cries of the “culture warriors,” America is not an amoral society…and that is why we have hope. Even as the society has slid towards a more immoral stance on many issues, there has always been a strong moral center in this nation. There have always been those who knew right from wrong, and have chosen to live moral lives. There have always been people whose lives we could look to be a guide to the types of lives we want to live, and whose ideals have shaped our society. We do not have to stand in fear of immorality, because the very idea of immorality means that our society still has a moral center; we still understand and recognize that right and wrong continue to exist, as they always have.

We have no need for the “culture warriors” because morality starts in the individual and then spreads to the society, and not vice versa. So long as we have people that are willing to stand for right, who are willing to do right, and live right we will survive. We are still a moral nation, regardless of the doom and gloom the “culture warriors” are selling as truth. And as long as one righteous, moral man lives, we will have hope.

 

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Embracing Obama

 

A little while ago I wrote post about why black Americans were slow in warming up to Barak Obama, and in it I posited that the reason was that Barak was not viewed as “black like me.” He had not gone through the same struggles that many blacks had gone through, that he was just so different from most blacks that he would have a hard time connecting with them. Since that time the worm has truly turned, and now I find myself trying to figure out why there is this sudden embrace of Obama by much of the black voting populace. Some think it is simply about his race, some think it is just the same old politics as usual, and there are I am certain other theories floating around that may or may not shed led on the subject. But what follows is my particular take on the issue.

I was in my African American history seminar class the other day, and we were having a class discussion about how blacks treat one another, how we relate to one another, and how we see each other. One of my young classmates had the view that much of what we see in the black community is a manifestation of how the rest of the world views us; that we are in essence victims of the perceptions of us that others have created. I countered that the problem is not how others see us, but how we see ourselves; I felt that many of the images that we say bother us are our own creation, so we are victims of ourselves. Thinking a little more about it, we were both right in sense and it is in the melding of those ideas that I see the traction that Obama has been able to gain in the black community, even after first struggling to gain traction with “his” constituents.

The embrace of Barak Obama all comes back not to the fact that he is simply black, but because he is what blacks want people to see when they look at us. His image, politics aside, is the image that blacks want to be associated with all of us, as opposed to the dominant images of blacks in the media. So many times the images associated with blacks is of the inner city single mother, the gangbanger on the corner, or of the “iced out” rap star. These are all negative images, and many blacks want nothing more than to not be associated with these images, as we know how negative they are. We know that the world is watching and judging all of us on the basis of those images.

Politically, the images that people have of blacks in this country by and large are dominated by people like Jesse Jackson, Al Sharpton, Sheila Jackson-Lee, Maxine Waters, John Conyers, and Charles Rangel. All of these people are your archetypical hardcore “Black Left” Democrats, whose very stock in trade is to garner power by appealing to what Shelby Steele so correctly called “white guilt.” Every slight is a reason to cry racism, every plan in opposition to them is a conspiracy against blacks, and every policy debate is a reason to launch another scathing attack on “institutional racism.” As much as we would like to see ourselves in the images of people like JC Watts, Condi Rice, Colin Powell, or Harold Ford, we have come to realize that since the squeaky wheel gets the media grease, the image of blacks in the political realm that are going to be publicized will not be the articulate manner of a Harold Ford, but the wild eyed conspiracy mongering of a Maxine Waters.

Into this political scene then steps one Barak Hussein Obama and he is exactly what many have been waiting for. He is tall, good looking, accomplished, educated, successful, polished, and as slick as black ice. He carries himself with pride, without looking haughty; he speaks like an Ivy League graduate, yet he retains some of the street patois that identifies him as “one of us”; he has “made it” in this world that seems like it is stacked against our success, yet he has never stopped being “down”, as the slang puts it. His is the image that we all want for the world to see and associate with black Americans, that of a man that is all of the things that whites admire and is still at home among the “regular” black folks.

And that is what concerns me about this situation, and not so much Obama’s decidedly left of center, boilerplate Democratic politics. It is the fact that we, as blacks continue to allow ourselves to be defined by what white people think of us; we internalize their views of us and spend so much of our time attempting to either live up to or escape those views that we barely are able to define ourselves. We are constantly wearing a mask to project to others what we think they want us to be and in so doing we lose sight of who we are. We allow ourselves to be seen as members of a group, whose image is wrapped up in how white people perceive one member of our race, and if that member is getting a negative reaction we all feel as if we are being viewed in a negative light. Until we are able to honestly define ourselves as individuals, until we are able to truly accept the fact that our black “brothers” are not wrong to hold unpopular opinions, and until we are able to divorce our ideas of “blackness” from the embrace of a defined set of opinions, mores, and political views we will remain stuck in our current rut.

We have the power to become Americans just like any other people, regardless of our skin color. But until we embrace those opportunities and divorce ourselves from the compulsion to group identify instead of behaving as true individuals, we are always going to be a people searching for just the right image, and just the right leader. We have to understand that we are too diverse to need a single leader, and that we are too diverse to allow ourselves to be defined by any single image. We have among us the poor, the rich, the gangbanger and the graduate; our race contains all of these things…but we have to be strong enough not to allow any one of those things to define all of us.

And as much as it may pain some to hear it, that includes rejecting the image of Obama as the image of all black Americans. His story can be an inspiration, and he can be used as a role model for people to aspire to be like. But he is no more the singular image of black Americans than I am, and we have to be strong enough to say so.

Even if it hurts.

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And Still I Cry

I remember the phone call on that sunny Sunday afternoon, the phone call that led me to the worst moment of my life. The voice on the other end was my sister's telling me that my oldest brother had collapsed at church and was being taken to the hospital, and for me to stay calm and wait for her to call me back. For perhaps the first time in my life, I felt real fear and a deep sense of dread and panic set in on me. I started to hyperventilate, my mind was racing, and I swear I felt my blood run cold...because I knew. I knew that this was bad, and I was filled with dread that it was only going to get worse.
 
So I sat by the phone, waiting, hoping that my wife was right; hoping that the next time the phone rang that someone would be on the phone telling me that my brother would be okay, that it was just a minor situation. When I finally got the call, I was told to come to the hospital and my son and I immediately went to the car to set out for Greensboro, where my brother had been tranported for treatment. It was a stroke, they said, and we were lucky that the 9-1-1 call had been made so quickly, and that help had arrived in a timely manner. There was a chance that my brother would be alright, and when we reached the hospital and he saw my son and smiled at him, I had hope that it would be okay. I left there that evening not knowing what would happen, but praying that the signs would continue to be positive, and that my faith would be rewarded.
 
But that was not to be. Later that night my brother slipped into a coma that he never came out of. He was put on life support in hopes that he could regain the ability to breathe on his own, but that too turned out to be too much to ask. He lingered that way for days as the family gathered to hope and pray, but to eventually say our goodbyes to the most righteous man I ever knew. My sister in law and my older brother made the painful decision to let my brother go to his reward, and I have NO doubts about that, and along with our parents, they were with him as he passed on to the next life.
 
And to this day, I still cry for my brother. It is almost two years on since he left us, and I still cry. I cry for  daughter who adored her father and still wants him to come home. I cry for a wife that lost her husband as they were just starting out their lives together. I cry for the son who never got to meet his dad, and will only know him through us. I cry for the plans unfulfilled, the dreams unrealized, and the life ended much too soon. I cry for my parents who had to experience the unimaginable pain of losing their eldest son; I cry for a brother and sister who lost their best friend; I cry for a younger brother and sister who lost a role model. And I cry for me. I cry for the time I wasted as a young man resenting his brother taking his place as "man of the house". I cry for the words not said often enough, for the feelings not made clear, and for the dreams WE shared that never came to pass.
 
They say that time heals all wounds, but that is a lie. Time does not heal wounds, it simply helps to blunt the pain. No matter how much time passes, my family will never recover, it will never be whole again, and our beloved brother will never be with us again. But time allows us to move on, to carry on with our lives, to strengthen our bonds with one another. No time does not heal, but it allows us to keep going on into the future.
 
And as time has passed, my wounds have started to heal...yet they are still here. I have been able to keep moving forward, to set and strive for goals, and to still be a relatively happy person. But even as time marches on on, I still have the ache, the feeling that things are just off kilter, and that something is missing from my happiness.
 
And still, I cry....
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Law and Order: Criminal Intent

I was reading an article at Town Hall by John Stossel today about the unintended consequences of the sex offender registry laws, and how one young man was prosecuted and forced to register for having the misfortune of not being liked by his girlfriend’s mother. There were of course comments that acknowledged that the law was being misapplied to a case like this, that there should be some consideration taken for the entire circumstance of the “crime”. There were also the posters who said quite loudly that the law is the law, and it shouldn’t be changed or interpreted differently just because there are cases like this man’s out there. I related the story of my cousin who is a “sex offender” because he, as a 19 year old custodian, had sex with a 17 year old student t